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Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 11:22 pm I hope you [Choke]
Current Location: In a chair at the computer.
Current Mood: creativeBadoik
Current Music: Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara
Well, Life has been dandy latey,Cept for a couple nights ago.. I got arressted.. Not fun , Me and mike have our guesses on who called. but any way.. I dunno what to say .. Cept.. Chicken Mcnuggets Have become an Addiction.. lol
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May. 31st, 2006 @ 04:59 am Hold Me like you Held onto Life,
Current Mood: tiredSweepy
Current Music: HIM - Vampire Heart
Tired Tired Tired,

Bored Bored Bored,

Hurt, Hurt, Hurt,
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May. 24th, 2006 @ 12:54 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: boredFuckin Out of it...
Current Music: Otep - God is a lie
Well,.. Long time since an Update me and shannon are on a break,.. I fuckin hate it.. I love her and miss her.. I haven't slept since shannons house which was techniccly 2 days.. 3 hours mind you.. I'm so out of it.. and tired.. and wired.. for some reason..

Whatever.. bye

(Note to self I miss you terriably) :'(
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Jan. 4th, 2006 @ 12:38 am I've changed..
Current Music: OTEP - Hooks And Splinters
I have black hair..

And shannon turned me into an EMO boy.. and Weird as this sounds I'm getting into the music too..

Weird eh?

How ever.. I still love metal and will skate constantly.. Shannon is the best thing that has ever happend to me .. and I've never loved some one as much as her..

I hope you die were broken people
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Jan. 4th, 2006 @ 12:25 am JHSGDIFUSHDFKDSF
Current Mood: sickSicker then a Pancake
Current Music: Blah.

no.i'm lying.heres seth.

OK so.. As it was written in shannons LJ .. I asked her to marry me on live television .. and she said yes.. And it was on real TV not some public accsess stuff.. And no thats what I call a romantic proposal.. But umm.. I'm currently at shannons friend house which is to why I'm leaving a update.. Umm.. I'm coming back to NA soon.. for a week .. so yea.. Shanny is commin wiff me :D .. I love her more then anything in this entire world .. no one will ever mean as much to me as she does.. She is the perfect girl and I don't need any body else just my Shanny :D

I suck at skateboarding .. I quit..

Lol.. Kidding.. Just haven't been able to lately so no new tricks to say anything about out..

I <3 Shannon
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Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:44 pm buried alive behind enemy lines..
Current Mood: rejectedplace between happy and pissed
Current Music: OTEP - Buried Alive
Well.. I'd like to write things in here but I realize that If I do people that are in the room will read it .. and .. yea.. Its not like it matters .. Cause.. Yea.. My personal feelings are of no concern to others . at least when people say that they are and actully aren't..

But yea.. I've been in pittsfield with shannon .. I'm engaged.. So yea..

I'm kinda feeling depressed at the moment .. so ya know what ever.. better to keep it bottled in ..
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Dec. 10th, 2005 @ 06:58 am In your sweetest torment I'm lost..
Current Mood: crazyGoing fuckin Insane..
Current Music: HIM - Heartache Every Moment..
Alright.. so its been 4 days since she's called and Its driving me nuts.. I haven't slept for these 4 days due to that fact.. 48 plus 48 .. you do the math .. not to mention.. I don't feel weak or whatever.. but.. What has been pretty bad.. is.. Sometimes like in the after noon.. I'll start shaking badly.. My hearts been pounding constantly..Dizzyness.. and Headaches.. I've barelly eaten also.. I mean.. I love this girl.. and yea.. I'm worried about her too.. But I mean she could at least call once to let me know what the hell is going on.. I dunno.. I'm just losing it..

I hate to say it.. But I think I'm gonna have to resort to something that starts with a C and ends with Ing.... I can't stand this unbareable pain anymore.. And no one wants to help me .. But yeaa.. whatever.. bye..
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Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 12:47 pm (no subject)
The Twelve Days of Christmas
for hated_lov3:
Day #Who?What they got you
1stfate_of_meteorsA key to the playboy mansion
2nd_lipglossxblackcrotchless panties
3rdperfection_lostpubic dandruff shampoo
4th_kelly_green_A lite brite with a dirty message inscribed
5thablaterA polaroid of their genitals
6thstinkyxlemonadea tube of strawberry-flavoured lube, laced with epoxy
7thxxpaperkut15xxA $120 blunt
8thjanie_valoa one-man puppet show using three simultaneous puppets
9thsynysterkissesA blog for all of your sexual writings
10thxxpaperkut15xxA polaroid of their genitals
11th__outtathawaya box of 'wacky' cuban cigars
12thstinkyxlemonadea strap-on
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Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 02:58 am You made me give... Your Silver Grin.. Still sticking it in..
Current Mood: depressedExtremely Sad...
Current Music: Bush - Mouth
Ok.. It seems like everything is going downhill with everyone.. but Umm.. To name a few .. Mike.. Me, Cassy, And

Kelly-Unknown why but she's sad.. For those who don't know Kelly is just a friend from the internet..

But .. I hope mike gets happy..

Well I'm back with cassy for those who don't know .. And yes.. I love her.. I'll openly admit that.. But see.. She has a problem and Thats her Ex.. Nick.. See She still loves him which is understandable.. cause for one she was with him for 3 years.. Who wouldn't care about someone still if they were with them for that long.. But she also hasn't called me for the past 2 days and I'm worried about her and not to mention.. I can't sleep if I don't hear from her.. and yea.. There has been 2 sleepless nights pretty much.. and I'm worried about her so much that my HeArT is pounding out of my Effin Chest..I was up for 40 hours before I could sleep.. thats almost 2 whole fuckin days.. with no sleep at all.. but I would lay in my bed and I did this from 2 AM till sometime around 3pm of 4pm.. Just layed in my bed...

And I may not believe in god .. But is it weird that I prayed for this girl? I prayed to god for her.. and I'm always saying I don't believe in god.. but yea.. Some one Help me.. Please.. If you can't tell I love this girl alot.. Hence the fact in how long this entry is.. If you like have any insight on my problem .. my number is 413-664-9581.. Or just leave me a relativly long post ... Please its all I ask..

Mike.. I do love you dude.. I'm here for you if you need some one to talk to.. Cause I need some one to talk to also...
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Dec. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:33 am Every Thought Seemed to Slip Away when YOU were here on my Darkest Day
Current Mood: creativeContent
Current Music: Korn - Alone I break
Alright.. So tonight was hectic.. I walked to Clarksburg to meet cassy half way some where I went the wrong way.. so blah.. RAN all the way home like 6 miles all down hill and then went the right way and she had stopped and turned back so by the time I got home she was home.. so all in all I prolly walked like 4 miles 2 times and and Ran 6.. It was not fun.. and I gotta do some board repairs cause my wheel flew off cause I was skating as fast as I could to try and meet up with her after I got back home and realized I went the wrong way..

In other news..

I am back with the one I was happy with and She even told me that she loved me .. and I love her too.. I didn't think I'd ever be in love with anyone again..

I don't like to say this but the last person I was "in love" with was lauren.. and .. I guess I'm somewhat of an enemy to her now.. but like yea..

My newest Trick is a Varial Kickflip into 50-50.. I've been pretty active when it comes to skating lately.. Showed Cassy and Zach that I could do the 6 foot drop off at Big Y.. Zach was stoked on that and Cassy was just scared cause she didnt want me to get hurt..

I'm gonna be seeing cassy today techniclly cause she is going to a dinner party at holiday inn and Then she is gonna stay over my house sat. and sun. and on monday I gotta go up to the hospital with cassy cause my dad needs more surgery done...

Mike.. We gotta finish our 2nd episode of 4-W-J cause it might be getting shut down and We need to make as many as possiable so get your ass down here .. lol and tell joe that..

Umm I think thats all and..

Mike.. Don't get discourged over girls.. There is plenty out there some are just not for us and some are and all you have to do is find that right one..

I'm pretty sure I'm in love cause I get like... Butterflies when I think about cassy .. and she gets the same thing.. I love you Cassy.. I really do :)


Hopefully Food Not Bombs Sunday..

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